Someone on a forum recently said she bookmarked my blog and couldn’t wait to read it. So I figured that I should probably post or something like that, eh? (Also, welcome any new readers… and old readers, regular readers, infrequent readers, readers who know me in real life, and readers who Googled something and ended [...]
Jun
19
Fruit Salad
Category: All Riled Up, Angewa's Complexity of Faith, Blogging This, First-Mommy Angewa, How Angewa Copes, Musings, Open Adoption, Reforming Adoption, Rollercoaster Emotions, The Dark Depths of Me | 3 Comments
Dec
22
Conversations with JB
Category: Babblings, C-bus in Southern Small City Indiana, Just Ang, Musings, Rollercoaster Emotions | Leave a Comment
When I was a sophomore in HS, back in 1999, I started dating my second boyfriend. That was a rollercoaster ride in it’s own right. I’m feeling acronym-y today so we’ll call him TBWBMHT, The Boy Who Broke My Heart, Twice. He’s not terribly important to this story other than contextualizing stuff.
JB of the title, [...]
Oct
10
This Post Was Started to Sing the Praises of Eye Gel
Category: First-Mommy Angewa, Musings, Open Adoption, Reforming Adoption, Rollercoaster Emotions | 2 Comments
Though I’m pretty sure it will take a turn or seven at some point.
I have really deep-set eyes. It’s kinda part of having high cheekbones, which I love to death, but it also means that I get and have dark circles a lot and because I’m so pale, they really stand out. Of course, I’m [...]
Sep
13
Things That I Don’t Know That Are Killing Me
Category: First-Mommy Angewa, Musings, Open Adoption, The Dark Depths of Me, The Nelson Clan "Bush", The Pirate and the Wench | 3 Comments
There’s a slight issue with looking at pictures of other people’s kids. (Jen posted some adorable shots of E-baby on Facebook btw.)
I haven’t seen a current picture in months… The last one was around Easter. Please don’t remind me how long ago that was.
I don’t know what color hair my daughter has. She had a [...]
Jul
3
Looking Past Today and Wondering
Category: A Whole Mess of Butlers and More, First-Mommy Angewa, Musings, Open Adoption, Rollercoaster Emotions, Sara - A Sister by any other name | Leave a Comment
So from tomorrow morning until late Thursday, we’ll be gone. Then I have my job interview on Friday… which so much pressure. I know it’s not meant to be, but it is.
So, the Family Drama (which I still feel is worthy of the caps) hasn’t really gone away, but my parents (or at least my [...]
May
18
Where We Might Go After We’ve Been Here
Category: A Place Somewhere... Known As Home, C-bus in Southern Small City Indiana, Chi - The Windy City, Musings, Sara - A Sister by any other name, The Pirate and the Wench, Ya Gotta Have Friends | 2 Comments
As I so often put it, I’m from Small-City Indiana. Up until I headed off to college, our biggest move was across town. There was a high likelihood that most of the people I met knew my parents or grandparents or knew someone who knew them.
Contrast that to Jeff who has moved more times than [...]
May
3
“Guy Things” and Adoption
Category: A Big Cuddly Pirate of Mine, Chi - The Windy City, First-Mommy Angewa, Gamer Girl and Geek Lover, Musings, Ya Gotta Have Friends | 1 Comment
I just wrote a huge reply/comment to a post that Jen made about her daughter’s firstdad. I thought I’d bring my thought processes back over here so I can expound aka babble more and not take up her space. Sound good?
Like I said in my comment, I really struggle with Jeff and who he’s told [...]
Apr
3
Half A Year (Plus One Day)
Category: First-Mommy Angewa, Musings, Open Adoption, Rollercoaster Emotions, Sara - A Sister by any other name, The Dark Depths of Me | 3 Comments
Written on April 2nd, I just had issues and couldn’t get it posted until today.)
I keep sitting down to write, and then I keep walking away without doing so. Anyone know what the small repeated bumps on some rollercoasters are called? Camelbacks? I think that maybe it. Anyways, that’s what my emotional rollercoaster is running [...]
Mar
14
What am I to Be Expected Of…
Category: A Place Somewhere... Known As Home, A Whole Mess of Butlers and More, First-Mommy Angewa, Musings, The Nelson Clan "Bush", The Pirate and the Wench, The Wheels on The Car Go Round and Round | 2 Comments
This is one of four posts that I started to write, but two of the others usurp other peoples posts in a way maybe and I don’t want to do that. And the third is kind of a re-statement of something I wrote on forums and isn’t fully formed yet. So yeah… here goes this [...]
Feb
26
Are We Really That Different?
Category: C-bus in Southern Small City Indiana, Chi - The Windy City, Musings, The Pirate and the Wench, Ya Gotta Have Friends | Leave a Comment
Let me tell you about my friend Joe… Joe is Irish-Italian-Polish-American, which makes him rather loud and opinionated. Or maybe he’s just loud and opinionated normally and it gives him lots of excuses. He’s lived in Texas and Chicago and I still don’t understand how he ended up in Columbus. He’s Republican and Catholic. He [...]
