I have a bad tendency to come late to stuff I like. I joined color-guard as a junior in high school. I didn’t start playing DND or other role-playing games until college. I didn’t really drink coffee until I was dating Jeff.
I’ll admit that I got stuck partway through Fellowship of the Ring the first [...]
Oct
31
Take Me Out Into The Black…
Category: First-Mommy Angewa, Gamer Girl and Geek Lover, Just Ang, Music Rocks To Me, Open Adoption, Pageturners, Sara - A Sister by any other name, The Dark Depths of Me | Leave a Comment
Oct
25
Fade To Black…
Category: First-Mommy Angewa, Just Ang, Rollercoaster Emotions, The Dark Depths of Me | 2 Comments
I’m withdrawing a bit, consciously and unconsciously. I’m sorry if you’ve emailed me in the last 3 or 4 weeks and I haven’t replied.
There is some stuff going on, but I’m so emotionally knotted up that I don’t trust myself to talk about it. I’ll likely say something that I should regret later, though I’m [...]
Oct
16
*Chirp*
Category: A Wench in the Workforce, Just Ang, Techno-blabber | Leave a Comment
Somewhere in or around my office at work, there is a something that has started chirping. Like smoke-detector with dying batteries chirping.
But we checked my smoke detector. And my computer. And the copier. And my PDA.
And the smoke detector that’s shoved in the back of one of the drawers in the cabinets because there’s [...]
Oct
15
Anxiety Over Exposing Me
Category: A Wench in the Workforce, Angewa's Complexity of Faith, First-Mommy Angewa, Open Adoption, Rollercoaster Emotions | Leave a Comment
My birthday weekend wasn’t bad. Jeff cooked which is always delicious. We went to Feast of the Hunter’s Moon here in the Lafayette/Tippecanoe County Area. Then we drove up to Michigan to Jeff’s Aunt Martha’s resort/retreat.
This morning at work was insane. We got a memorial bequest (of the large monetary variety) so the deposit was [...]
Oct
10
This Post Was Started to Sing the Praises of Eye Gel
Category: First-Mommy Angewa, Musings, Open Adoption, Reforming Adoption, Rollercoaster Emotions | 2 Comments
Though I’m pretty sure it will take a turn or seven at some point.
I have really deep-set eyes. It’s kinda part of having high cheekbones, which I love to death, but it also means that I get and have dark circles a lot and because I’m so pale, they really stand out. Of course, I’m [...]
Oct
1
Reflections on A Year Ago and Just Shy of Twenty-Three Years Ago and Times Before, After and In Between
Category: First-Mommy Angewa, Open Adoption, Rollercoaster Emotions | 3 Comments
Sometimes I don’t know if it’s good or bad how close my birthday and The Sweetling’s are. I know that Sara has talked about how she didn’t want to deliver on her birthday (and she’s past that now) because she wanted a day and a time that was just HER. I can absolutely see that [...]
